Gratitude

Well the past couple of days ive been feeling like shyt. I called out from work then left erly the next day. -i guess i just couldnt stand doing what im doing and where i am now in life. told a friend and she hit me with the "your ungreatful". Well im not gonna lie it made me mad . i woke up today and thought about it, and she's right. I am. I want more that maybe is due to me. I want a new hand of cards with out tryin to play the hand i have. Maybe this is the source of my troubles? Maybe if i showed more aprieciation i would feel a whole lot better.? (hmm i smell chiken in the breeze) . Its going to be hard but i will try to be gratefull for everything i have now. Be happy i have a job n i can spend money on shyt i want with out asking. And so on.. solo dolo out..